today, i went out with some of my clessmates and my third sister's boyfriend to catch a movie at orchard...
there were two couples..........
i dun know what to say next but...
i know that i felt a bit jealous when i was with them...
they let me remembered the times i spend with my previous boyfriends...
the times we were together...
the memories were unforgettable...
but i have to forget them all...
coz that is the only way to fulfill the promise i made to my friends and my parents...
i can't afford to let my parents feel disappointted and angry with me anymore...
or i will lose all their trust and hope they still got for me...
i dun want to let my parents to think that i am still a rotten apple...
and i dun want to break the promise i made to my friends again...
this time... i have made up my mind to keep the promise...
back to the main point...
i felt a bit of regret after going out with them...
i thought it will be fun or something...
but it was not fun at all...
i think that next time...
if there is a couple going...
i will not go anymore...
but i still feel happy for my third sister...
she has such a great boyfriend...
he is very sweet guy...
i hope he can last long with my sister...
[hey no offence to anyone hor... i am jus sharing my feelings only... if i hurt anyone's feeling... i say first: i am Sorry...]