what are my feelings???
...
not sure...
dun know...
or can i say that i dun want to know...
as sometimes... i feel very happy...
however...
sometimes... i feel very sad and lonely...
i could change my mood very fast...
i could be very happy for a few minutes...
and then a few minutes later i will feel very sad and lonely...
tell u guys a little secret k?
i always cry in the night when i am alone...
i dun know why i will do that but tears just will roll down m eyes every single night...
i dun know is it that i am feeling lonely or something...
or it is just one of my stupid habits...
i dun know...
may be i just need someone to talk to or something...
i hope i could find the source to let out everything inside me...
and by then... i will be fine...
[bernice: i know that i can come to u when i am feeling sad and lonely but just somethings are best not to tell... but keep it to myself... i hope this post will not hurt ur feelings... if it did, i am sry...]