sry for not blogging a period of time...
now i come back with a news that is heart breaking for me..
this news only came to me yesterday...
remember there is a post on my lover...
ya... this post is about him...
i asked him for stead yesterday afternoon about 1pm...
he told me...
"ermm,sorry to disappoint you but no"
how would u feel when someone that u are very in love with tells that to u??
IN ADDITION: THIS IS MY FIRST TIME TELLING A GUY THAT I LOVE HIM AND ASKING FOR STEAD!
then i asked whether if we wait till our sec school life is over then we stead...
his answer was...
"erm.......sorry that wount do either"
my heart was totally shattered into a million pieces...
but i still told him that i know what to do already...
the only solution now is to give up my love for him...
that is the only thing that i can do now...
but the thing that i dun get it is why he still ask me
"WHY DO I LIKE HIM AND SINCE WHEN?"
oh well... that is it...
i dun feel like telling anymore...