Feeling depress today!!
coz...
i need to
recall the past bad times that i want to forget!!
i hate myself for doing the stupid things for a small period of happiness and excitement...i regret all the things that i have done...
recalling it...
makes me
hate myself and
blame myself for doing such stupid things...
if i had not done any of those stuff...
i will not have any bad memory...
i will not have to think about at all....
i cause this all upon myself...
STUPID! STUPID! FOR SUCH SHORT HAPPINESS...
I NEED TO PAY WITH SUCH A HUGE PRICE!!(PPL THAT ARE WORRIED: hey! i am fine...
i jus writing my feelings so pls dun care about me...
and pls dun ask me why...
i will not answer ur question one...)